i haven't written anything in awhile. the pace i set for myself when this blog project began was hard to keep up with long term. initially i had lots and lots to say that i'd been storing up for awhile. now that most of it has been purged, i'm in the calm after the storm. the days leading up to turning 30 life felt like a snowball rolling down a hill, picking up momentum, adding to its mass. then eventually a point at the bottom of the hill is reached where you don't have the ability to roll anymore...
