over the past month i've lost two friends. it makes me sad. but at the same time both were a lot of work. emotionally draining. and not really there for me when i needed someone, anyone.
there are other "friends". associates more like it. people who i have hung out with ever since i moved to ny. who haven't contacted me at all since i moved. i'll see them when i see them. and hopefully they won't be petty and childish. i can't really predict the future.
if these people really knew me. bothered to have a real conversation. they would have seen the changes in my life coming a mile away.
rachel saw it coming.
katy saw it coming.
taryn saw it coming.
monique saw it coming.
my sister saw it coming.
hell, even my father did.
dad, who stopped me mid sentence on the phone a couple months ago to tell me he "didn't feel comfortable talking about" my emotions and suggested i call my aunt or my cousin.
post script...
"all roads lead the same direction
we all see eye to eye
won't stand for a bad connection
we came to keep things tight
prove this, prove that
proving is nothing
let's all just be ourselves
focused with the right aggression...
when it's us versus them
you can always count on me"
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